Monday, December 29, 2008

Cardiac Arrest


This is the way it has to be...or is it? The electrocardiogram shooting off the charts then careening into a true flatline....We've been having "one of those months"...this blog will be less philosophical, less reflective as I'm still in the survival mode from the events that have transpired in the past weeks.
Much to my embarassment, this blog contains no new pics due to the following story...
The ride was fun, just the perfect mix of danger and fun with the man that I love safely at my side. The Thundermountain railroad is a great choice for fun at Disneyland especially if you have a Handicap pass-as they let you in through the exit and you get right on the train. Ronnie had a great reason for us to get a special pass as we went to DLand over the Thanksgiving weekend. Ronnie and Taylor were nestled behind us as we screamed down the track on Thanksgiving night. The sun had set so we could see lights whirring by us and felt a cool wind as we rode. I remember thinking to myself "could life get anybetter than this moment" (I don't get out much..) when we exited the ride, we took several steps to the exit as I remembered I had left my camera bag in the train's pouch. I hastily told my story to the attendant and literaly wanted to frisk every person I saw as they passed us exiting from the now returning trains. I had worked so hard the day before to get the "perfect pictures" of Rieley enjoying her first visit ever to DLand, many rides of the past two days specificaly chosen for their photographic-opportunities. I had also had the family pose several festive places so we could send out cool Christmas photos. Not only was the camera in that bag, but my cell phone with the only photos of Ronnie's ambulance ride and broken leg pictures, our car keys (the only set ever!), my credit card and driver's license and our park hopper tickets. We spent the next hour canceling, calling, trash can digging and praying. I cried through the beautiful thanksgiving dinner that John's sister had reserved for us at some fancy Jazz Kitchen...the next day was spent with a locksmith and jaunts through the park looking for signs of "the bag". Disneyland personnel were great at letting us finish out our tickets the next day without charging us. I was so glad my mom was there-and we were so reminded that all of that is Just "STUFF" and sure enough stuff can be replaced...Thanks Prescott friends for greiving with me over my lost "stuff".
Here's where the Heartbeat pounds and then flatlines...just three days ago, we went to the outskirts of Phoenix to help Ronnie and Taylor try out their new shared motorcycle. After unloading the Honda 80 from the truck, Taylor bravely tried his hand at working the throttle and clutch-he seemed to be doing an incredible job for a beginner, and was going to gingerly ride it down a small incline to a nice open road so he could practice more..I know John and I were wondering the same thing...should we walk this down or did the display of clutch throttle awareness mean he could safely ride down this little hill? From about ten feet, I watched as my middle child kick started his bike aimed at the incline and open road, thinking it was in neutral he let out the clutch...completely shocked that his motorcycle was actually engaged in first gear, he froze fully pulling on the gas and headed straight for the incline and the parked truck. In horror I had to turn as I did not think he would make it as the tailgate sat open at neck level, I screamed in panic at the sky and listened as I heard metal and thumping. Ronnie said I even tackled him in my attempt to get away from the scene-I knew John was closer to the even than I was...I couldn't beleive my eyes as I saw Taylor sitting (slightly dazed) on the tailgate after having been scooped up off the ground by his dad. I couldn't beleive it as he told me all that hurt was his knee. I rejoice with all reading this in the protection of our Lord Jesus Christ over Taylor and his motorcycle accident...he is fine. So glad he had a helmet on and if I only had a digital camera anymore, I'd post a picture of the dent in the tailgate.
Please God I need mommy grace for football and motorcycles.
Thanks for keeping our hearts beating, even if it is in a slight cardiac arrest!

Thursday, November 6, 2008

HOW'S YOUR HEARTBEAT NOW?
















I did say I would blog often on how my heart was doing...It is cowering in the corner of my chest cavity crying, sobbing and then resting in the knowledge that it is held lovingly in God's hands.










Despite days of prayer, chit chat, negative emails exposing what I thought would be the downfall of B. O. I am stunned at the blindness of my fellow Americans. How could they elect someone whom they have not known, someone who is so blatently prone to poor associations, and dangerous in my opinion-for the country...










The day after the elections I drug my body into the Mom's in touch meeting for the local Elementary School (that Taylor attends)...it is a VERY structured prayer meeting...the scriptures are pre planned even the character trait is chosen ahead of time to be prayed over for your child. Not my style as I like to be a freebird, but it is actually very orderly and awesome. I do have to admit that it is difficult to not find other things to do on those mornings, my flesh often doesn't want to go. That morning, I was sooo down about the outcome of the elections, as were the others moms, we had to spend some time talking about it. There is only one thing to do now, that is to pray for B.O.- We fought long and hard, but now it's time for me to shift into praying for him. I left that meeting feeling so much peace. Not to say I think things will be all rosie, but had returned to calmville inside.




I want to share a "word" I think I have re; one angle in which to pray...it is for O to experience the Father's love. I haven't read an autobiography on this man, but am pretty sure he comes from a pretty rough family tree (something about his mom having multiple husbands)...and truly what "dreams of his fathers" does he really have. I know I haven't had my dad for a while now and it is often a cause for waywardness and brokeness in my own soul. Here's where it gets good, the morning after the elections-you know at the MIT mtg. I mentioned, the first verse pre-planned for our reading was....


1 Chronicles 28:9


"And Solomon, my son, learn to know the God of your ancestors intimately. Worship and serve him with your whole heart and a willing mind. For the Lord sees every heart and knows every plan and thought. If you seek him, you will find him. But if you forsake him, he will reject you forever."




Okay two photos more relate to my McCain Mania, I was sooo excited to hear that J. McCain was finishing his campaigning in Prescott...I had to go to the rally and wanted to experience history...Taylor said he wanted to go. He regretted it only one hour into the four hour standing experience. We waited in line for one hour to go through security. Then we stood like cattle from 9:30 to 12:30 a.m. to get a glimpse (fairly close) yet oh so far away of the possible next president... We swayed as Hank Williams Jr. played A Country Boy Can Survive-and a great new song about Sarah and John and their "tradition"...I think they were pegging Prescott as a pretty red-neck town if you considered the pre-rally country picks they played. I was standing partly in a slight hole-so my back was killing me by the end of the night/morning.






Enjoy the pics and thanks to many of you for the encouraging comments on the pumpkins!












PARTIES, PUMPKINS AND POLITICS...








In the above picture, Rieley is helping scoop out a pumpkin to carve for Halloween, it is a tradition with us to make a word rather than a face on ours. I guess it just feels like the perfect time to make a statement creatively...however, I think I took all the fun out of it this year as my kids didn't get to carve at all until the day after Halloween because of my McCain pumpkins.




On Halloween Rieley's school had the cutest little harvest party. Everyone had to come as a farm animal or cowboy/cowgirl. Rieley went as a Cowboy (no mistake here). She had the most fun tossing the bean bags, but I really enjoyed watching her learn the 'cotton eye Joe' dance taught to us by an original singing cowboy...




Wednesday, October 29, 2008

How's Your Heartbeat?

The headliner says it all... How's your heartbeat?
I care "how you're doing" and know that you care how I am...so I will be blogging often on the pace of my ticker.

At present, my heartbeat is extremely all over the board...it is slow due to a numbness from moving so often, making and leaving new friends and recovering from extreme life traumas.

It is also racing rapidly as I stare at the latest news releases and emails regarding the impending election and contemplate how our country is facing an extreme attack on our Foundational Liberties and Civic structures. (pretty much I'm freaking out in prayer constantly over the elections). Have mercy on us all Lord.

We've moved to Prescott


To update any of you who are wondering "where in the world have the Petkovich's gone?"....we have moved to Prescott AZ. We sent a few bulleted emails...a few random moving announcements, but as most of you know that is sometimes how we work in a pinch "random".

We moved practically in the middle of the night (JK)...with the help of some movers (I was praying over us constantly b/c they were mormon..you all know how paranoid of Mormons I am...if you don't count yourself blessed. We had
quite a fun time though and had a last minute surge of help from Juli Witt and Cathy Seros (forever which I will be grateful) Thank you sooo much ladies.

WOW! We are in great awe over the move here. The setting is beautiful especially now that fall has hit. There are very distinct areas of Prescott some of which include...A Town Square with historical buildings offering the latest in gourmet faire...Two lakes surrounded by huge boulders...Mountains for climbing and...Lynx Lake for fishing....Family within 2 hr drive...Friends that we've bonded with just down the road...
It is at this point I would like to give a big praise to Jesus and His Father and Holy Spirit for this wonderful move.

Within the first week the Lord gave me a scripture as I lazily scrounged through His Word for a quick morning hug from Him. It was a verse encompassing many promises which I was hesitant to take for myself, but found myself smitten by the last part...it read...
"And I will plant them in the land with my whole heart"....
I have since forgotten the passage and all of the previous promises but that phrase has reassured me since the move that this is where we will land. I say this to share my heart of happiness at the thought of "landing"...as so many of you know, I have grown weary of moving...
The Picture is of John and the kids the first night eating out on our deck on our first ever patio furniture (assembled that day)!!! Go Petkovich's!!!!

ODE TO YO
If you are reading this you already know that I boast "a best friend" named Laura Schwarz...
Laura I just started blogging because of you..
Your pictures and blogs are truly so cool...
My family and friends now can enjoy...
the pics and the updates of my girl and my boys...
Thank you for challenging me to blog on this site...
I think it will bring me many hours of delight...

I love you and miss you too.
Jodi Lynn